Fear.

It came back again. That horrible feeling. Being scared, I mean. It's like for the whole day all I felt was fear. Since morning until dismissal. And I still felt it even in my home. I'm always anxious. Uneasy.  Nervous. Terrified. Afraid that something bad might happen. I hate this feeling. I want it to be gone but it just kept coming back. I can see my hand shaking. Felt it even. Hands cold and heart beating too fast. I always think of all the negative things. Always saying 'what if..' And all because of these unwanted fears I have, I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. ):