Monday, October 28, 2013
Life Is Too Short
There is only one thing I have learned in this semestral break and that is to never show people who aren't interested who you really are ever again. How did I come up with this bizarre idea? Well it's just simple, really. I was watching Now You See Me which is now my new favorite movie. And then I got dazzled by the brilliance of it so I downloaded it and showed it to the people I love but all I got was a baffled sister, a dozed off cousin and a criticizing parents. Yup, you can't imagine my disappointment. And that's how I decided my new mottos in life. Never trust and care people too easily. Don't be scared. Be wise enough. Don't judge. Do what you want. And be the worst that you can because life is too long for patience and virtue.
Saturday, October 12, 2013
You Can't Imagine
Finally, sembreak. It was one hell of a two weeks. And two weeks it is we can find the true colors. For the past few days was all about requirements, finals & clearance. And by God, I wanna punch someone. No, make that two. Well here's the thing.
We have this run, a marathon, in which it will be our pre-fi instead of the pen and paper tradition. But fucking unfortunately, I woke up late. And that's where all the fucked-up thing started. I was so screwed that my parents helped me get there. But my true fucking friends didn't so much as tell me what to do. You know what they did? They just fucking lied to me telling me they'll call back which didn't fucking come. And I got this weird feeling like there's something in my throat that got stuck. And I wanna do something but I was too fucking coward. And you know what happened then? we met up then my mom called. Started asking if I'm okay and that's when I gave up. I cried. Like gasping for air cry. And they just fucking stared at me. They fucking thought I got scolded when it was the fucking opposite. And that's when I promised myself never to trust them again. I got my suspicions at first but I just set it aside but not anymore. I will never.
That was just the friends. Now I'm going to talk about my long crush. VL is his nickname. And I thought he was perfect. Really. But I was totally wrong. He was the exact opposite. Here's what happened. He borrowed a paper for this clearance thing. He said he'll give it back. I really needed it cause I can't pass my compilation if it's not complete. What bugs me the most was that I reminded him to give it back too many fucking times. But all I got was a text saying sorry cause he fucking forgot to bring it. And I got really pissed. But I just let it slip. And boy he did it again. He is such a jerk. We made a bargain. That he would buy my ipod with 2k. But when he realized how fucked up my ipod was he wanted a low price. How could he do that. Take advantage of me just because I won't stand up to him. Such an asshole. And he backed out, said he wanted his money cause I finally had the courage to say no. What a fucking twat.
And that sums up everything, along with the stress of my fucking course. And don't forget I got colds, cough, fever and mouth ulcer. And short of money on the process. See what a hell my weeks are? you have no idea how happy I am to have this sembreak.
We have this run, a marathon, in which it will be our pre-fi instead of the pen and paper tradition. But fucking unfortunately, I woke up late. And that's where all the fucked-up thing started. I was so screwed that my parents helped me get there. But my true fucking friends didn't so much as tell me what to do. You know what they did? They just fucking lied to me telling me they'll call back which didn't fucking come. And I got this weird feeling like there's something in my throat that got stuck. And I wanna do something but I was too fucking coward. And you know what happened then? we met up then my mom called. Started asking if I'm okay and that's when I gave up. I cried. Like gasping for air cry. And they just fucking stared at me. They fucking thought I got scolded when it was the fucking opposite. And that's when I promised myself never to trust them again. I got my suspicions at first but I just set it aside but not anymore. I will never.
That was just the friends. Now I'm going to talk about my long crush. VL is his nickname. And I thought he was perfect. Really. But I was totally wrong. He was the exact opposite. Here's what happened. He borrowed a paper for this clearance thing. He said he'll give it back. I really needed it cause I can't pass my compilation if it's not complete. What bugs me the most was that I reminded him to give it back too many fucking times. But all I got was a text saying sorry cause he fucking forgot to bring it. And I got really pissed. But I just let it slip. And boy he did it again. He is such a jerk. We made a bargain. That he would buy my ipod with 2k. But when he realized how fucked up my ipod was he wanted a low price. How could he do that. Take advantage of me just because I won't stand up to him. Such an asshole. And he backed out, said he wanted his money cause I finally had the courage to say no. What a fucking twat.
And that sums up everything, along with the stress of my fucking course. And don't forget I got colds, cough, fever and mouth ulcer. And short of money on the process. See what a hell my weeks are? you have no idea how happy I am to have this sembreak.
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