Life is hard

I am so tired. Tired of all this shit. I want to go back to being a child where no one expects something from you. I don't have to please everyone. I don't have to rack my brain and think. I don't have to be afraid making mistakes. I don't have to think about the future constantly. I can do anything I want. And be happy and silly. But no, I don't have the liberty to express what I feel. I have to keep my life going like an adolescent growing up. And just be grateful, I am still alive.