Missing The Old Times

I checked my twittter on the phone just awhile ago. And that's when I remembered I made a promise to these two girls to talk to them on skype. I seriously forgot it. It just slipped out of my mind. I felt guilty for taking them for granted. I even missed the times when we were still close. But the more I thought about it the more I realized we're falling apart. We're not someone we used to be. We always hangout before but now? we don't even have time to send a message or chat. I kept wishing I could bring those times but it just won't come back. Like there's always a wall or a barrier that separates us. I miss the old times. I miss laughing and talking with them but then sometimes I don't wanna be with them. It just didn't felt right. I don't know why. How am I gonna talk to them in skype when I don't even know what to tell?