Never Let Anyone Read It

I got a temporary tattoo wrong and now I'm all so messed up. I can get really nasty like have a mental or nervous breakdown because of something so little. I am a perfectionist without even knowing it. Tomorrow's the long awaited Sinulog festival where we party hard all day and night. And I've been doing my best for the past hours to make it perfect cause this is actually my first time to be wild as much as I want. I hate how serious I can get. How easily I freak out. I'm not like this before. My friend, Bianca, is always the "easily panicked" person. Not me. And now my Sinulog vibes are gone. There's nothing I can do but hope no one would notice. I even have a mantra. "Never let anyone read it" EVER I just hope the cool popular kids at the street party won't make fun of me because the last thing I want in the most grandest wildest loudest party of all time is to be ridiculed vulnerably.