Awkward Library Escapade

I was at the library after dismissal. I was thinking of borrowing a book every 3 days since it's english month and it's senior year so might as well complete my bucket list. It was really awkward for me. And the librarian was awfully strict. I wonder why librarians are so strict. Is it required for their job? Anyway, I was at the fiction section when a group of english teachers came in. I was trying really hard not to get notice. Unfortunately, someone notice me. And she's not just someone but my adviser when I was still in junior year. She said "Nell, It's good that you're reading." and all I did was smile and made a little noise. I didn't know what to say. It was awkward. Not really but remembering how badly I treated her. Seriously, SHE STILL KNOWS MY NAME! It made me realize how good she is and how bad I am. And then I was waiting in line and supposed grab the ballpen when someone I don't know suddenly said "Hi, juliet." But I'm not really sure. I kept asking "What did you say?" but she just keeps on awkwardly shrugging her head and said "Nevermind" That's when the strict librarian scold some of us. She got mad because we delayed their time of closing. I hate that bitch. And most of the awkwardness that I couldn't forget was when I ducked and hide when I saw someone I know in the library. It just made me uncomfortable to see them. I prefer to meet stranger in the library. And so I ran and gone home silently regretting.