I can't believe I survived that. Going home together with my ex since we live in the same place(not house). It was so awkward. And what is he doing at my school? Does that mean he has girlfriend that studies in San Carlos. Oh God! I can't believe I'm jealous. I thought I'm over him but everytime I see him I act like a big idiot. I'm only being idiot and awkward and nervous whenever someone I love is near me *shocks* that means to say I'm still in love with him. NOOOOOOOO. I can't believe this is happening. And the thought that he is with someone makes me wanna die.
The moment I saw him, all these unanswered questions came crashing unto me. Questions like "Did you love me when we were still together?" or "Did you just dated me for the sake of your friends?" or "Did you ever felt guilty for breaking my heart into pieces? and lastly "Did you dated my bestfriend on purpose just to make me jealous and hurt?"
That moment, all I could think of was "Act Cool" and "Act like you don't know him". God! Why do I keep on reminiscing memories from 4 years ago? Why can't I just move on like him? :(
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